| Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 09:05 pm Nate |
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Current Mood:  hopeful
Current Music: "unbreakable heart" ~Jessica Andrews
So I need to write about the new love of my life. haha, well not really, but he is one of the greatest guys I have ever met.
I met nate about two years ago. My friend Caitlin and I went to New Hampshire to stay at this resort, The Balsams. While we were there we met a couple guys, I forget what one of their names was, but the other one was Nate. He was really cool... we stayed up one night till about 2 talking. He got off work like 10, and caitlin, me and him all stayed up talking. It was great. Well after we left, I gave him my e-mail address and when I got home I had an e-mail from him. So we e-mailed back and forth for a while then I gave him my number and he called me. So we talked on the phone for a while. And we go through these periods of time where we won't talk for a while, like a couple of months, and then one of us will call the other out of the blue.
Anyways- so I was talking to him the other day and we were talking about his girlfriends and how he's gone out with like every girl in his town. Now granted that doesn't say very much since his town has like a total of 4 people in it. But we were talking about it anyways and then we started talking about how he was going into the National Guard. And I asked him where he wanted to be stationed and he said he wasn't too sure, but he wanted to be put on active duty. He wasn't going to do the whole one weekend a month thing. So I go, "GO TO SAN DIEGO!! It is the greatest place ever!" and he goes, "no, I know somewhere better." So I asked where and he goes, "Arizona, you wanna know why?" And I asked why, although I already knew what line was going to come out of his mouth, and he goes, "Because you live there." So I laughed and we started to talk about girlfriends and bothfriends again. He goes, "If I lived near you, I would be falling all over myself to get you to go out with me." And I laughed again and was all, "If you lived here I could almost guarentee that you wouldn't feel that way. Because there are about a million more people in Phoenix than there are in Colebrook. And if I was standing next to someone like... my friend Deanna, who looks like a mixture of barbie and Britney Spears who do you think you would choose?" and he goes, "hm.. well odds are that you're friend there has a pretty big head on her shoulders, and that's a huge turn off. Now you, I already know that you're gorgeous, nice, funny, hot and the best part of it is that you don't realize any of it. You're the perfect girl." And then I was all, "dude- I don't think I could ever go out with you because the entire time I would be scared that you would want to break up with me, because I see how fast you go through girls." And he starts to talk about this "gift" he has. He's able to go out with a girl and within a week will be able to tell whether or not he wnats to be with them for a long time. And he goes, "with you, I already know that I would want to be with you for a while because the week that you spent up here was the best week of my life. I could see myself with you for a long time."
So then, I was talking to him like 3 nights ago and we were just talking about our wierd fears. Like I'm afraid of fire, needles and clowns. And he was saying that he's kinda scared of the dark. And I guess he mentioned that he was sitting out in his car. And he goes, "go outside" and I was all, "ok, why?" and he goes, "now look up at the sky, do you see the bright star like directly in the middle?" and I was all, "yea" and he goes, "I'm looking at that same star and thinking of you." I wanted to die. And then we were talking and he goes, "If I could, I would talk to you every day for 24 hours a day. I still remember what you look like." And I go, "oh really? I don't believe you." and he goes, "you have a beautiful smile and I love your laugh" and that made me laugh and I said, "you don't remember my smile." And then I said "you're very good at sweet talking people, has anyone ever told you that?" and he goes, "I know I am, but why would I need to sweet talk you? You live across the US, it's not like I'm gonna see you any time soon. If I tell you that I think you're drop dead gorgeous, I'm telling you the truth. And by the way, I do remember your smile. I remember everything about you."
AAAAAAAAAAAA I like him!!!!!! BUT HE LIVES IN NEW HAMPSHIRE!!!! |
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